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First Kiss

First Kiss

by Mark Lipkin  ·  2024

At eighteen, Denis is a half-closeted college freshman trapped at his ex-girlfriend's birthday party — and his ex, the irrepressible Nelka, has just announced spin the bottle. What follows is a single intoxicating night that detonates a life of careful concealment: a first kiss with a guy he barely knows, a second-day apology that goes nowhere either of them expected, and the slow realization that Nelka, the school's reigning beauty and Denis's closest confidante, may be carrying a secret of her own.

Mark Lipkin's First Kiss is a coming-out story told sideways — through a party game, a leather bracelet, the taste of cola on someone else's mouth. What makes it singular isn't the territory but the touch: Lipkin braids contemporary Russian teenage slang with passages of startling lyrical precision, and he refuses the two narrative gears Western queer fiction usually offers — neither trauma plot nor triumphant emergence, but something quieter and stranger. Friendship survives the breakup. And the second first kiss, it turns out, matters more than the first. A small story about the architecture of a closet — and the moment someone else, unexpectedly, opens a door from the inside.

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